Jealous (Nina)

Jealous of the girl who caught your eye
One of my darker days
When you looked at her where was I?
Shoulda been in her place
Here I am
All alone imagining what could have been
If I had been there

Jealous of the one who'se arms are around you
If she's keeping you satisfied
Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and your stars collide
La la la la la la la
She's a very very lucky girl
La la la la la la la

Jealous of the one who won your heart
They say it's a perfect match
She's gonna get to be where you are
And I don't get better than that
She'll say you're fine
Whisper words I wish were mine
And they might have been
If I had been there

You know I'd fight the good fight
If I thought I'd change your mind
But if she makes you happy
I would leave that dream behind
Man, she better treat you right
And give you everything
Cause at the moment she doesn't
I'll be waiting in the wings

That Should Be Me (Justin Bieber)

Everybody's laughing in my mind,

Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy,
Do you do what you did when you
did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans
that you made with me?
'cause baby I didn't!


That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me

That should be me,
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes,
It's funny how you used that time
To have me replaced,
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me,
You're takin' him where we used to go,
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart,
It's working 'cause you know that,...

Chorus:

That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me ,




Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me

I need to know should I fight
For our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart!!!

Chorus:
That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me,
Holding your hand,
That should be me,
Oh i makin you laugh, oh Baby,
That should be me,
(that should be me givin you flowers)
That should be me,
Talking by hours,that should be me, that should be me,
that should be me

Never should've let you go,!
I never should've let you go,!
That should be me!!
Never should've let you go
That should be me!

"every lyrics that I wrote here have a meaning"

A DAY WITH MY GIRLS ;*

Yesterday (Wednesday, May 19 2010), me, Tania, and Morena went to Pacific Place to go to Kidzania :D

I won't tell you everything too much. I just wanna share you the pictures of us there :)

Tania and Morena @ Coffee Factory

Me and Morena @ Coffee Factory

Me and Morena

The Ambulance and the Doctor

As Surgeons

As Surgeons @ Surgery

Me, Prisoner, Morena

Me and The Prisoner ;P

Tania and Me as Cheff

Me and Morena as Cheff

Me and Morena as Climbers :P

Me and Tania Froyo-ing @ Tutti Frutti

We all HAD FUN :)

Lost Beloved One

Have u ever lose your beloved people?

"Have u ever wanna them back?"

"Have u ever think about them?"

"Do u still love them?"

"Do u miss them?"

"Do u hate to lose them?"

If I get those questions I'll give the answer;

"yes, I have"

"yes, I have"

"yes, I have"

"yes, I REALLY DO"

"yes, I DO"

"yes, I REALLY DO"

do u know, losing someone that u love is more than hurt.

especially if u lost them because of ur fault, you'll gonna so regret.

ya that's what I'm feeling now.. I just dont know what to do.

what to do to forget the 'beloved one'

he always on my mind. whenever, wherever.

God help me please :"(

I Believe in Jesus ;*

when troubles come to me

when the hardest storm destroy my life

when I lose my beloved people

when everything looks so bad

when nobody trust me

when everybody judge me

when nothing good couldn't happen

when everything seems good to me

when I'm on a wrong way

when I'm so alone

when nobody besides me

I KNOW

Jesus always lead me

Jesus always there for me

Jesus always help me to face the storm even it was the hardest storm

Jesus always say "there're thousand reasons to cry, but there're MILLION reasons to SMILE"

Jesus always bright up my way, brings me to the brightest way

Jesus always give me the best way!

Jesus always let me try to be a better person each day

I trust Him, I know Jesus won't let me down,

I know Jesus won't let me sad.

How I love You, Jesus..

I adore You ;*

S.O.U.L.M.A.T.E.S ♥

Hey blogger, have I ever tell you about my super soulmates? :D I think I've never ya. Okay I'll tell you about them :)

VALENCIA JENNIFER GOUW

cute, brilliant, innocent

PRISCILLA TANIA UTAMI

dilligent, smart, kind

MORENA TIFFANY LIONO

cheerful, talkactive, awful

FEBBY AZRANI WINARTA

kind, beautiful, tough

They're my sunshines, always bright me along the day, wherever, whenever I need them, they always be with me. That's why I love them. They are my 2nd family. They're AWESOME!

LOVEEE YOU GUYS!

WELCOME BACK :)

HEEEEY BLOGGER! long time no see :)

Long time no see u guys, I've just finished my National Exam and I'm officially graduated :) I'm so really happy, 3 years on Junior High School really was exciting.. at the 1st year I fell in love for the 1st time, LOL :)) and at the last year I got my imagine-boy, my superduperboy (but I've broken up with him). well, I wont tell u about my examinations, the average is 8.05, not too bad :P
okay, so many things that I wanna share to y'all. honestly, I'm still loving my ex, my superduper-ex, exactly today me&him should celebrate our 1st anniv, but unfortunately we've broken up when we just 6 months only.. sometimes, I think, I wanna him back, but I REALIZED, that it really COULDNT happen! okay, many people said that nothing is impossible, but get him back is nothing there I think, it means get him back is IMPOSSIBLE, got it? he also already got a new one who better than me, good I hope he will be happy with her :") OKAY, I wont tell u too much about my BROKEN-HEARTED, LOL. I just wanna start a new life, without tears, without sadness, ANYMORE.
By the way, I've got a new interesting! I'm falling in love with photography. especially since I got a chance to be a photographer of yearbook *dancing*. Indra Samala, my classmate, asked me to help him as a photographer. Indra is a great photographer, not only photographer but also editor, I adore him :) okay back to the topic. I didnt deny the request of him of course, I took my D40x and I was learning with Indra. he taught me how to set ISO, speed, diafragma, etc. oh cool, I'm growing to be a better photographer ;P here some pictures of mine :) :

the building of Regina Pacis Junior High School Bogor


some of my classmates


mine :P


mine too


minee

OKAY, I think it's enough. I'm going sleepy ;P it's time to sleep. GOODNIGHT. see ya later blogger ;*